Wow. I wonder what happens when his voice starts to break in the future. Won't it be a pity if he's not able to sing as well as now?

Anyway, I've moved. Livejournal takes ages to load my pictures. Don't laugh at my page, I've realised its awfulness. So, please bear with it till I find time to change it.

The only thing that keeps me smiling.

Just can't stop smiling despite the coldness.

I'm sucha bitch. ):

"I can see a little effort put in it."

WHAT THE FUCK. GO AND DIE OKAY!
Others either did half or finished up theirs and you gave them a tick. I finished mine and you can see A LITTLE EFFORT put in it.

I called in sick. You actually didn't believe me until this afternoon and told me to go home. Remember that tone over the phone? That "k, whatever." FUCK YOU!!!

What is fairness? Tell me about it.

Sometimes, I think I don't love myself enough.

The whole day was crap.
I don't know if I deserve that red colour strip on my student nurse name tag.
and I failed my bike lesson again.

So demoralizing. The entire 7/9/07.

I hate what I'm experiencing now. I want to take bike lessons everyday so I won't need to start off the beginning everytime I report for lesson but sigh, it consumes time and money.

And I seriously hate to look at my phone bill. My line is being suspended. So call me if you need me cos' I won't be able to call and msg out.

Today's my Mum's last day of work.
sigh.

I have fucking lots of homework to do and this is a clinical posting. May I know why do I have so much things to do? This is the first time a Clinical Instructor bombard us with so much homework. And patients go in and out, it's not easy YOU KNOW! I HATE YOU!

Exam results will be out next week.
I'm like going to be hit by those times of crisis and I think I will fail the modules.
Will I? come out soon and just hit me.

My brother's right. After all, he has been through much of the fucking screwed up working world than me.
So I've decided to confront it when it happens.
I'm only 19 going-on 20. I've got nothing to lose. What does that make you?

Disgusting fakers.

Jean said I should be sarcastic back to Ross and act nice. But I guess my ego level is too high and I am not able to do it.
Fucking fake world we are living in now.

Thank you Jean, though. You really damn the steady lah! Love you to bits! (:

Ang Mo Kio Hospital is actually quite a nice and organised place to work in. Cute elderly around the ward! (:

I'm really quite suay these days. I wonder what's awaiting me this Thursday when I meet the sister from SGH regarding my sponsorship.

Oh well. ):

I love overseas trips. Tioman was fun! (:
And snokelling was really a great experience. Am already thinking of staying a week or so in Tioman or elsewhere cheaper to learn scuba diving. Well, shall see!

So anyway, back to reality. Attachment's starting tomorrow. I hope I'll have a fun time with the elderly people. I like them because they are really cute. I don't like working with them because some are really attention seekers and I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK DIALECT. Gosh!
Oh well, shall enjoy myself.

Worse thing that can happen. I'M NOT WORKING IN HIGHLANDER ANYMORE. My god, that place is seriously screwed up, full of politics and bullshits. I honestly don't know what I've done.
Ross is bloody hell sarcastic.
Whatever, I've enjoyed most of my days there though. Bye you sickening piece of place. Maybe I'll go Pump Room for a job and mess up all your stuffs. *split!

Create your own Friend Test here

If this is enough to measure?

What am I thinking?

What am I thinking?

What am I thinking?

Nothing, really.

Grant me a wand, modify my memory. I think it'll be quite fun.

No more clinical labs, no more lectures, no more tutorials.
Very random pictures. I was surprised that the photos were quite limited. Maybe because I think I look like shit that day. WOKE UP LATE, as usual.

Two more papers, 5 more books! I'm already thinking of Tioman and tattoo.
Can't wait! (:

I hate thieves.
Thank you for taking my last bit of money till my next pay day. f you! ):
Oh yes, thank you for leaving me $2 too.

Highlander is creepy. I suspect that indian/malay/whatever guy. Not racist. Just that he's a newbie too.

This Sunday there's a party at Pump Room. So tempting to go but I should study! hmmm.. Well......building up the relationships with my colleagues are important too leh. HAHA!
Okay lah, study.

They who don't see me differently or at least as much as I feel that way.
Beloved Xiaomei Honey and MeiNu. I love! ♥

I a born Libra loves sitting on the fence despite it poking me. I a Libra am super indecisive and am not able to make up the mind. I a Libra couldn't care less but still treasure the group of beautiful beings.

Today's my first paper and it was really screwed up.
Oh well, my last written exam after all. Shall work harder.

Am going to Tioman with boyfriend after exam! ((:

The world is hypocritical. Everybody's one.
We tend to try our very best to speak the perfect English in front of an ang moh, act abit high class when we're at a high class place, behave properly and presentable whenever there's a graded presentation to impress the judges, doll up when we step out of the house and smile at the customers at work even when the day's full of bullshits...The list goes on.

So when one day you decide to point the finger at someone, remember that 3 fingers are pointing back at you.

Happy birthday! (:
I miss youuuu!



Good luck for ya prelims and As, darling!
Meet you and make up for the time lost yes! :D